I don't really want to be here right now. What I want is to be there. That's becase I am in pain here today. After a blissful week of all natural pain control with the help of my therapist, I am having a difficult time accepting the "down" day that I am having here. I know there will be ups and downs, but it's hard to accept that I can just simply wake up and be here in pain. Of course I thought it was the usual morning pain that I have every day. However, after the usual 3 to 4 hour plethora of rituals to work out the soreness, the pain remained. So here I am. If this is here, then I guess yesterday and all of last week was there. So there is where I want to be. I know I will be there again. It is just hard to accept when the pain arrives here without warning or any obvious catalyst.
Things change from here to there.
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